The convuluted, moldy, crusty and ancient severity of my abandonment issues never ceases to amaze me.
So if anyone else gets a glimpse into how deep-seated, how murky, messy and mired my fear of abandonment is, to the point that it makes them rethink if they have ever truly known any of the people they thought they ever really knew in their life, if, if, if.....
I will tell them that they're telling me something I know already and all too well; that I got there before they did,
that I beat them to it,
and
that now, I am invincible-- so invincible
that nothing can ever make my fear of abandonment more worse than it already is.
I will tell them that they're telling me something I know already and all too well; that I got there before they did,
that I beat them to it,
and
that now, I am invincible-- so invincible
that nothing can ever make my fear of abandonment more worse than it already is.
Whoever told us that having fears makes us weak and vulnerable? I'm untouchable.
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